Feb 12, 2004 21:25
am i insane!?
ughh its pathetic but i am so scared to grow up, id do ne thing to go back in time and be 5 or 6 years old again, but lets face it, thats not possible.
Growing up = mature=kind=respectful=hard worker=patient.
But come on, im pretty much none of those things, so what am i suppose to do? i mean i could sit myself down and say... "now kim its time to grow up, you cant be immature you cannot be acting silly and blahh blahh"...but really what would that do? I mean you grow up wen "its time" right?
fjdaslkfjasdf i think i need help...maybe sumone could tutor me on how to grow up?
....why would you wanna grow up?
ya sure 21 = legal drinking age, but what the hell ppl drink wen their 10, and wen most of us turn 18 were getting out of this hell hole....
ya i know their are a lot of good things that go with being older, but i dont know i have some phobia (spelling?)
I just am too scared to grow up, simple as that.
Yes, Kimberly Stephanie Anaya is too scared to grow up. I think its the fact that i dont know "how" to grow up...
Maybe sumday ill get over this pathetic fear, but for now im totally lost and only dream of the days when i wore pig tails in my hair and ran around getting EVERYTHING i wanted and how i didnt care what people thought, because i didnt know how cruel people really were.
iamscaredtogrowup
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