We had no internet yesterday for some unknown reason so
I was organizing my old files in my sister's laptop and found some fanfictions that I wrote when I was still in highschool!
I didn't publish them anywhere and they were just stored there, forgotten.
I read them and to my surprise, I had a wide vocabulary back then! I didn't expect myself to be using such words years ago.
"Am I really the one who wrote these?!"
I asked myself repeatedly as I read all of them. The times when I were thinking and writing somehow came back to my memory. I really had a lot of fun writing and re-writing them, huh.
I was smiling the whole time, giggling at the romantic parts and kept on questioning myself.
"What happened? Anyare sakin?"
I am always struggling with writing a story. I have troubles with what words to use and how to keep my readers from being bored.
"I want to write stories and fanfictions again someday!"
Is what I am thinking right now.
I hope I can.
I've never published any fanfics that I've written because I lack confidence.
That is something I should be fixing too!