my recent thoughts
WHY IS IT SO HARD TO TELL SOMEONE U LIKE THEM?...its something that may affect ur entire life, something that uve been feeling for so long but still, saying "i lke u" is so hard to do. Especially when this person is just someone that u completley adore, and like so much, u can see them as someone that u could be in this GREAT relationship with. but yet when it comes down to the truth, this fear of rejection comes over u. For girls that boys always like, this isnt as hard. When u know that boys awlays like u, what fear do u have. Well im not that type of girl, i have so many guy friends but none that see me how i would like to be seen. Why cant i, just for once, be the one that the guy falls for. especially this guy, that ive liked for so long, but that fear comes over me. WHY DO I HAVE THIS FEAR?
Im not gunna lie, i havnt had many boyfriennds in my life time, but its not like ive wanted them either, i want that guy that i can be friend with, joke around with, and be dumb with, and i just hadnt found him, but i think now i have found him. The only problem is WILL HE FIND ME?
I want to be someone speical to someone speical, and i really think hes special!
ALL I WANT IS FOR U TO LOOK ME IN MY EYES AND TELL ME U FEEL IT TOO.
Im not gunna lie, i havnt had many boyfriennds in my life time, but its not like ive wanted them either, i want that guy that i can be friend with, joke around with, and be dumb with, and i just hadnt found him, but i think now i have found him. The only problem is WILL HE FIND ME?
I want to be someone speical to someone speical, and i really think hes special!
ALL I WANT IS FOR U TO LOOK ME IN MY EYES AND TELL ME U FEEL IT TOO.