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maannn...life has been soo hectic lately. yesterday i had one of the most stressful days of my life. my parents have been out of town the past two days so ive stayed with jen which is fun, but i had sooo much hw to do, and no time to do it. today i had a physics test, scarlet letter test, american government test, trig. test, and a huugge anatomy project due. I LOVE ALLY EMMER!! so yea i had to study for that all last night, and run a bunch of errands after school, and play volleyball pretty much from 3:30 to 9, anndd go to jess's house after that to study for amer. govt. jess's house is sooo nice, and her parents are really cool so that was fun.
volleyball has been really hard for me lately. i dont really know what it is...i know ive been messing around a lot lately, and been getting in a lot of trouble with coachy, but if im not going to play then im not going to spend my time sitting there being miserable. im not going to be completely serious, and hope for something that may never happen, when i could be enjoying myself, and making everyone else have more fun. if im going to mess around, then ill probably be playing my best cause its like an unwritten rule that if you mess around, then you have to do well. ohhh well...we got lectured today... i think it was mostly focused towards jen and i even though she never does anything. we got seperated today and werent allowed to talk to each other all practice and she didnt even do anything. i kinda feel bad about that but oh well...what i dont understand is when people like dana mess around, she doesnt even get yelled at. this sucks...i dont even care if we win games anymore cause it doesnt really feel like im part of the team. like when he goes back to talk about games im like oh yea...thats the one where i went in to serve for 2 points...but i really do hope we win districts and all that...all i can say is im not missing homecoming.
well this has been really long and boring...that is all.
volleyball has been really hard for me lately. i dont really know what it is...i know ive been messing around a lot lately, and been getting in a lot of trouble with coachy, but if im not going to play then im not going to spend my time sitting there being miserable. im not going to be completely serious, and hope for something that may never happen, when i could be enjoying myself, and making everyone else have more fun. if im going to mess around, then ill probably be playing my best cause its like an unwritten rule that if you mess around, then you have to do well. ohhh well...we got lectured today... i think it was mostly focused towards jen and i even though she never does anything. we got seperated today and werent allowed to talk to each other all practice and she didnt even do anything. i kinda feel bad about that but oh well...what i dont understand is when people like dana mess around, she doesnt even get yelled at. this sucks...i dont even care if we win games anymore cause it doesnt really feel like im part of the team. like when he goes back to talk about games im like oh yea...thats the one where i went in to serve for 2 points...but i really do hope we win districts and all that...all i can say is im not missing homecoming.
well this has been really long and boring...that is all.