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wellll yesterday jason and i were talking about how bored we were and how we really wanted to get out of our houses so first thing this morning he called, and him and mike came over. we just hung out here for a while before we left to visit lauren at festival bay. we got her out of work then migrated to taco bell...tommy, chelsea, and rob showed up there and we came back to my house for some ping pong and movies. we went to chelseas then to brandons and just hung out, playing cards and talking..as usual. we ended up going out to eat at fridays..i <3 the brownie obsessionnnnn :-D welll evan was having another party so we went to see what was going on over there haha evan lost the bet to see how long he could go without drinking. i really think that kid is an alcoholic. poor evan...well mike and i left there and he ended up taking me home so that was my day :-D finally outside of my house.
i was just thinking about how life is going by sooo fast...it seems like just yesterday was last christmas, and we were just in alaksa. its crazy how in like 1 month, my sister will be 18. shes too young to be 18...there are always the moments to fall back on though, like how the other day i was the only one not allowed in a rated R movie, even with my dad there...hehe
i realllyy wish that i could be completely comfortable with everyone. its not that im intimidated, or anything like that...just some people are harder to talk to than others. it seems like the people i care most about, or want to get to know the most are the hardest to reach ya know...ohh well. i wish i was a better conversationalist...i wish i knew what people were thinking. i wish life were easier and that there were no complications, no highschool drama. i wish i didnt think so much.
the other day someone i thought was my friend, made up a sn and said some pretty messed up stuff...i can understand that he was mad at me, but its pretty gay to actually dedicate a sn to someone just to bitch at them. he apologized, but i really dont know what to think of it...there are some things that just go too far...
i was just thinking about how life is going by sooo fast...it seems like just yesterday was last christmas, and we were just in alaksa. its crazy how in like 1 month, my sister will be 18. shes too young to be 18...there are always the moments to fall back on though, like how the other day i was the only one not allowed in a rated R movie, even with my dad there...hehe
i realllyy wish that i could be completely comfortable with everyone. its not that im intimidated, or anything like that...just some people are harder to talk to than others. it seems like the people i care most about, or want to get to know the most are the hardest to reach ya know...ohh well. i wish i was a better conversationalist...i wish i knew what people were thinking. i wish life were easier and that there were no complications, no highschool drama. i wish i didnt think so much.
the other day someone i thought was my friend, made up a sn and said some pretty messed up stuff...i can understand that he was mad at me, but its pretty gay to actually dedicate a sn to someone just to bitch at them. he apologized, but i really dont know what to think of it...there are some things that just go too far...