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I feel worthless.
This list is sort, dwindling? away.. And you've been on it my entire life.
I mean, no. Ahhh qlkdfnmwldfjcwdlvcmk shit.
Not worthless. But. I dont know, things are different. I dont really know whats going to happen next. And I wish that I had the ability to change things, so that they would go back to how they used to be.
Damn. I see that I sympathize people, even when it ruins me. I may be too considerate to some. Fuck if I know. Im sure of many things... anymore. Im an extremely uncertain person. And Im too much of chicken shit to say anything about though. So I go on LJ. Hah. Yeeeeppp. Well, I can tell some people. I can tell Kent. And I can tell Ashley Caldwell. And, some others. But not many. I mean, the reason I cant tell some of you, is because you just haven't seen it and wouldn't understand. Blah shitlfkmwd;lmqwed;mjblah!
Anyways, I do totally argree with someone. Well, not totally, but I understand what you've been trying to get at for awhile. But idk. I'm not sure of it. Idk why.
I sort of feel like Im not wanted anymore... And Im only wanted by the people I dont want to be wanted by. Maybe thats just me taking people for granted.
Im gonna stop. Ive probably already lost all of you.