hay

[me_encanta_todo]

i have not written in this thing in forever! prom and graduation are over and thats sad and weird but life has been great. i don't work at franny's anymore and that is very sad, but its okay. i just got back from camp and it was so much fun. im really happy to be home, but i know that tommorrow i will start being sad and miss it a lot. camp was lots of fun but it was also very different without chris. and everyone else that i thought would be there for this year. idk its just weird to think about everyone who stoppped coming to church and to see how that has affected everything so much. its sad, but i guess i should be glad that i stuck with something. at camp i realized i look for love that i should let God give me in places like : getting attention from boys and affection and compliments, etc. i freak out when i dont get what i want from them and get all emo when i shouldnt even be seeking what i am from them. only God can fill that hole and i am going to continue to be how i am until i can let God fill it.

i love summertime so much and im very excited for the rest of the summer!!! lets hang out.