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why is everything in life so difficult?
im the most jealous person in the world, and i hate it. no one actually understands how sad i get when things like this happend, and i try not to be, but i do, and most of the time i dont show it, but i am. and it sucks. i make him feel bad and everything. im so selfish. maybe ill just lock myself in a room for a while or something. and sing songs that remind me of him, but them again, that would be me being obsessive again, which scares him off of course.
i can neevr do anything right. neevr. i just dont know what to do anymore. i love him so much that i cant share him with anyone. stop being so fucking selfish emily, your a bitch and thats all there is to it, just live your life; i wish i could think like that.
well because im so friggin upset at myself for making him feel like he does right now, im going to shut up and lock myself in the bathroom. and that is that.
have a good evening.
-emily-
im the most jealous person in the world, and i hate it. no one actually understands how sad i get when things like this happend, and i try not to be, but i do, and most of the time i dont show it, but i am. and it sucks. i make him feel bad and everything. im so selfish. maybe ill just lock myself in a room for a while or something. and sing songs that remind me of him, but them again, that would be me being obsessive again, which scares him off of course.
i can neevr do anything right. neevr. i just dont know what to do anymore. i love him so much that i cant share him with anyone. stop being so fucking selfish emily, your a bitch and thats all there is to it, just live your life; i wish i could think like that.
well because im so friggin upset at myself for making him feel like he does right now, im going to shut up and lock myself in the bathroom. and that is that.
have a good evening.
-emily-