i'm a pair of used, smelly, old rental skates.
i'm missing maureen a lot these days.
she's off in san diego living with a gay boy who doesn't understand the meaning of respect. i wish she was here with me so she could make me laugh. and so she could see my new house.
i can't believe i'm actually moving out.
i've been wanting to do this since i was about 15 years old. i feel bad that my mom will be living all alone. i'm gonna worry about her a lot. i hope people will come hang at the new place..i've had some offers from people who want to come pee on the floor but really i think just coming over and hangin out would be pretty awesome. the house isn't all finished yet but kirstens british/awesome dad has been busting his ass to get it all done. jackie is most likely fer sure gonna take the 3rd room which is really awesome because i absolutely love her. having 4 art majors under the same roof is gonna be wild. i'm excited to get this shit going.
i'm currently at COOR. waiting for dizzy lizzy to walk here from her dorm. i respect that she's doing so and listening to the shins. whatever, she's radcore. she shits diamonds.
i'd end it here but i've got something else to say.
i just want to review how tired i am of being shit on. i'm entirely too good to my friends to deserve the disrespect and lack of care i've been receiving lately. i know i'm not a perfect human being but i'm loving and understanding and i've been far too supportive to be kicked to the curb with such an insane amount of disregard for the way it makes me feel. i don't know why people take what they can get from me and then replace me like i'm a crusty toothbrush. which is where the title of this entry comes in.. jackie pointed out that i'm a lot like rental skates. that's entirely too true. people use me for a good time and put me back on the shelf. and all i have to say is "F THAT."
ok...as long as i'm the cool brown ones with the orange wheels.
[sigh].
she's off in san diego living with a gay boy who doesn't understand the meaning of respect. i wish she was here with me so she could make me laugh. and so she could see my new house.
i can't believe i'm actually moving out.
i've been wanting to do this since i was about 15 years old. i feel bad that my mom will be living all alone. i'm gonna worry about her a lot. i hope people will come hang at the new place..i've had some offers from people who want to come pee on the floor but really i think just coming over and hangin out would be pretty awesome. the house isn't all finished yet but kirstens british/awesome dad has been busting his ass to get it all done. jackie is most likely fer sure gonna take the 3rd room which is really awesome because i absolutely love her. having 4 art majors under the same roof is gonna be wild. i'm excited to get this shit going.
i'm currently at COOR. waiting for dizzy lizzy to walk here from her dorm. i respect that she's doing so and listening to the shins. whatever, she's radcore. she shits diamonds.
i'd end it here but i've got something else to say.
i just want to review how tired i am of being shit on. i'm entirely too good to my friends to deserve the disrespect and lack of care i've been receiving lately. i know i'm not a perfect human being but i'm loving and understanding and i've been far too supportive to be kicked to the curb with such an insane amount of disregard for the way it makes me feel. i don't know why people take what they can get from me and then replace me like i'm a crusty toothbrush. which is where the title of this entry comes in.. jackie pointed out that i'm a lot like rental skates. that's entirely too true. people use me for a good time and put me back on the shelf. and all i have to say is "F THAT."
ok...as long as i'm the cool brown ones with the orange wheels.
[sigh].