Jul 19, 2005 13:42
Me and Adam are doing fine now. We are all great again. I just hope it stays this way this time. I can't go through anymore stress. I can't for the baby. I am happy again though, so you know.
The baby has been moving around a lot more lately. It is cool. Last night I heard the heartbeat with the stethiscope and it was pretty clear that it was the baby's and not mine. I could here the baby moving all over in there too. She kept kicking where the stethiscope was. It was funny. She was kicking it really hard.
So you know, I wont be home on the 28th and 29th this month. I am going to my cousin Amanda's granduation with my grams. I haven't seen any of my moms side of my family in at least four years and that was just my aunt I saw then, at Dylans babyshower. I haven't seen my grandpa or anyone else in more than four years, I think I might have been about 15 or so the last time I saw them. Maybe younger. All I know is it was a damn long time ago. I wish my grandpa could have made it to my wedding but, he didn't go because of my brother. I should have just not invited him. He made things crappy for me anyway. I would have rathered my gramps there than my brother anyway.
Well, Enough for today.
Love,
Mommy Bebo Maggot