What does friendship mean to you?
Don't bother reading.
It seems as though I've lost my touch.
Nothing really makes me excited anymore.
No one makes excited me anymore.
Excited in that...fuck my mouth went dry and I cannot talk at all without stuttering... kind of way.
Sex doesn't mean anything.
Emotions are absent from every hookup.
Why is it that these boys assume that a kiss guarantees a fuck?
I say fuck because it's not making love.
"Hey, I have a condom"
"That's nice. I have my pants on."
Why am I cold, frigid bitch?
That's easy.
Maybe sex never meant anything to me to begin with.
Maybe I made up that I was in love.
An elaborate thought process that allowed me to convince myself that, well,
this is what I wanted.
Seems as though that could be the only explanation at this point.
I think I have a serious problem.
My friends at school joke that I am a guy.
But maybe I am.
Emotions never factor into the equation.
Isn't that the case for a lot of them?
I'm generalizing. Stereotyping. But fuck it.
I'm pissed.
They all lie.
Girls are just as terrible.
But at least the majority have some minor guilt issues when they screw a person over.
Scratch that.
Girls are heartless bitches.
Copycats.
You think life would teach us something.
You can't become someone else entirely.
I told Christal today : once a cheat, always a cheat.
I believe it.
You're so vain.
Well. History repeats itself. But on its own terms.
Not yours.
I'm glad I'm not involved.
I need to retire from the frat scene for a bit.
It's cramping my style.
Bunk bitches whoring themselves.
Wonder if they did such things back home?
I think they didn't.
I've seen real whores at work and these girls are either
out of practice
or
just stupid.
Not in the cute stupid way though,
don't worry.
Some people are just more learned.
It seems as though I've lost my touch.
Nothing really makes me excited anymore.
No one makes excited me anymore.
Excited in that...fuck my mouth went dry and I cannot talk at all without stuttering... kind of way.
Sex doesn't mean anything.
Emotions are absent from every hookup.
Why is it that these boys assume that a kiss guarantees a fuck?
I say fuck because it's not making love.
"Hey, I have a condom"
"That's nice. I have my pants on."
Why am I cold, frigid bitch?
That's easy.
Maybe sex never meant anything to me to begin with.
Maybe I made up that I was in love.
An elaborate thought process that allowed me to convince myself that, well,
this is what I wanted.
Seems as though that could be the only explanation at this point.
I think I have a serious problem.
My friends at school joke that I am a guy.
But maybe I am.
Emotions never factor into the equation.
Isn't that the case for a lot of them?
I'm generalizing. Stereotyping. But fuck it.
I'm pissed.
They all lie.
Girls are just as terrible.
But at least the majority have some minor guilt issues when they screw a person over.
Scratch that.
Girls are heartless bitches.
Copycats.
You think life would teach us something.
You can't become someone else entirely.
I told Christal today : once a cheat, always a cheat.
I believe it.
You're so vain.
Well. History repeats itself. But on its own terms.
Not yours.
I'm glad I'm not involved.
I need to retire from the frat scene for a bit.
It's cramping my style.
Bunk bitches whoring themselves.
Wonder if they did such things back home?
I think they didn't.
I've seen real whores at work and these girls are either
out of practice
or
just stupid.
Not in the cute stupid way though,
don't worry.
Some people are just more learned.