May 09, 2011 00:03
I am astounded by how little money I have managed to save up this year. Living at home, spending money on nothing except gas, parking in New Haven, booze and the occasional iced coffee or cheeseburger out with my buds, and I have an absolutely pitiful baby child amount of money. And suddenly I am scheduled to quit my job and it's all like WAIT WAIT STUDENT LOAN PAYMENTS YOU NEED A SECURITY DEPOSIT ON AN APARTMENT GOTTA GET THOSE WISDOM TEETH OUT SO BAD DIDN'T YOU WANT TO GET AN IUD YOU NEED TO BUY YOUR OWN CAR FOR NEXT YEAR AND INSURANCE AIN'T CHEAP COME ON NOW OH YOU WANTED TO GO ON VACATION THIS YEAR HA HA HA. I have been very quietly panicking about it for maybe a month, and then even if I manage to sneak ten or more hours of overtime into my work week I still don't break $500.
Then today I was hanging out with Kiley and I smashed into a lamp post with my BROTHER'S CAR because the parking lot was EMPTY and I WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION. Conor has already been threatening me to force me to buy his shitty old junker from him because he STUPIDLY QUIT HIS JOB AND RAN OUT OF MONEY HMMMM OH DID HE HOW INTERESTING. Ugh.
MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY MONEY