Halfway to Forty
I am twenty. Oh god.
I think I feel right now, emotionally, intellectually, etc., what I really wish I could have felt at sixteen. Or what I thought I should have felt, or been.
At sixteen I think I was just about getting used to maybe feeling fourteen. At fourteen I was probably wrapping my head around twelve, maybe even eleven.
So yeah, twenty is here. I am not ready for it. Not even a little bit. I am not there yet. But give me a couple of years. Maybe I can handle it then.
I think I feel right now, emotionally, intellectually, etc., what I really wish I could have felt at sixteen. Or what I thought I should have felt, or been.
At sixteen I think I was just about getting used to maybe feeling fourteen. At fourteen I was probably wrapping my head around twelve, maybe even eleven.
So yeah, twenty is here. I am not ready for it. Not even a little bit. I am not there yet. But give me a couple of years. Maybe I can handle it then.