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I'm happy! :) Happier than I've been in a super long time. I have Jeff to thank for that,too! :)
The 2005 Season of Marching Band is coming to a quick close. This brings me mixed emotions as it did last year. I'm super excited for it to end because well, lets face it, it's been a long run. We've been out on the field about 6 days a week since the end of August give or take a few by-weeks. Sure it's only 2 hours a day M-F but those two hours add up. alot. I don't even want to know how many hours I've spent at SMB this year. It'll probably make me sick. I'm not sure if all the sections are the same but I know that ours is getting sick of one another. Yes, we were much closer to one another this year than we were last year...but I'm tired of a few *cough cough* people. Most of which arn't coming back next year (That was part of the reason to why I'm coming back for a third season). So, I'm happy the season is almost over.
On the other hand, I'm getting kind of sad, too. I've spent two hours + of everday on that field, with the same people, building strong friendships. It makes me sad to think that I won't see these people every day anymore. I'm just going to have to work to stay in touch with people like Paul, Jeremy, Scot, Kelly, and everyone else. I'm voting to have dinner together every once in a while.
And...let it be known that as much as I complain about hating band...it's just talking shit. I really don't hate band. If I hated it I wouldn't come back. I wouldn't go every day. I really do love it. Music is in me. It always has been, always will be. I think I just need a semester off. Seriously, I'm very very VERY proud to be a part of the SMB. I'm almost tearing up. haha...
All of my best friends are in band. and...had I not been in this band I would not have met Jeff and I honestly don't know what I'd do without him. K, I'm crying now. I think that means it's time to wrap this up.
Wow....the season is over in two days. TWO days...and then I'm free. Free to hang out with friends that I haven't seen in a while, stay in when it's freezing out, free to watch ellen and oprah every day...free to go home on weekends when ever I feel like it. Free to GET A JOB!
As for the job...come Monday I am going every where and anywhere filling out apps. I signed a lease for a really nice apt. and I need to start saving for that.
Ok, time for bed. I should have been sleeping hours ago.
Tomorrow I'm going to start writing my paper, read the chapters I need to in every class, and the best part...see JEFF!! :)
Dang, life is good!
The 2005 Season of Marching Band is coming to a quick close. This brings me mixed emotions as it did last year. I'm super excited for it to end because well, lets face it, it's been a long run. We've been out on the field about 6 days a week since the end of August give or take a few by-weeks. Sure it's only 2 hours a day M-F but those two hours add up. alot. I don't even want to know how many hours I've spent at SMB this year. It'll probably make me sick. I'm not sure if all the sections are the same but I know that ours is getting sick of one another. Yes, we were much closer to one another this year than we were last year...but I'm tired of a few *cough cough* people. Most of which arn't coming back next year (That was part of the reason to why I'm coming back for a third season). So, I'm happy the season is almost over.
On the other hand, I'm getting kind of sad, too. I've spent two hours + of everday on that field, with the same people, building strong friendships. It makes me sad to think that I won't see these people every day anymore. I'm just going to have to work to stay in touch with people like Paul, Jeremy, Scot, Kelly, and everyone else. I'm voting to have dinner together every once in a while.
And...let it be known that as much as I complain about hating band...it's just talking shit. I really don't hate band. If I hated it I wouldn't come back. I wouldn't go every day. I really do love it. Music is in me. It always has been, always will be. I think I just need a semester off. Seriously, I'm very very VERY proud to be a part of the SMB. I'm almost tearing up. haha...
All of my best friends are in band. and...had I not been in this band I would not have met Jeff and I honestly don't know what I'd do without him. K, I'm crying now. I think that means it's time to wrap this up.
Wow....the season is over in two days. TWO days...and then I'm free. Free to hang out with friends that I haven't seen in a while, stay in when it's freezing out, free to watch ellen and oprah every day...free to go home on weekends when ever I feel like it. Free to GET A JOB!
As for the job...come Monday I am going every where and anywhere filling out apps. I signed a lease for a really nice apt. and I need to start saving for that.
Ok, time for bed. I should have been sleeping hours ago.
Tomorrow I'm going to start writing my paper, read the chapters I need to in every class, and the best part...see JEFF!! :)
Dang, life is good!