Oct 27, 2005 20:02
Why do I even bother anymore?
Crying two nights in a row? Not good.
Thanks for calling me today.
Thanks for even seeing if I was alive today.
Thanks for noticing that I got five inches taken off my hair today.
Thanks for saying it looks nice.
Thanks for kissing me good-bye when I left after the 2 minutes I got to talk to you today.
Thanks for saying you really don't wanna see me tonight. (in so many words or less)
Thanks for not caring when I hung up on you.
Thanks for not calling me back after I did above. (I'll give a little slack on that cuz I know you were out with friends, but still)
Thanks for making me cry...again.
I give my heart to guys way to easily. Maybe I need to rethink this whole thing. Maybe I want more than he knows how to/can give.
I really don't want to go to bed crying again....especially on a game night. DAMNIT!
I sure hope he's smart enough to figure out a way to make this up to me...