the girl's not a secret anymore ..
umz today was a COMPLETE BUMMER ...
watched rebel without a cause again gawd how i am in love with james dean♥ i wanna go visit his grave ... im sucha freak eh. i told my grandma i wanna save money for the trip there and she goes "AYE DIOS MIO TU ERES LOCA" hmmph w/e lol
umz ... got a call from laura telling me she saw Chi and it was funny cus he told her he saw me @ search N destroy when i wasnt even there im here ! home doin NOTHING!! haha watta queer - Chi is HawT tho. and she tells me he was looking so0 cute today *le sigh* maybe i should stop by his job friday eh who knows.
hmm .. im kinda re-thinking. i hate boys and how they manipulate you.
i hate not having damien here. he was ALWAYS just a phone call away ... always here ready with his shotgun hhaaa
i love him so bad it hurts.
+Love
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i want him so bad but it's wrong.
-Lust
my sister ♥ has my camera i was in sucha PHOTO-OP mo0d grr
me @ wax museum with "him" last year im sucha dork...
GAWD HE's BEAUTIFUL ♥
added @ 10:48pm
so0 i got off the phone with laura and she tells me i have to get hurt @ least 2 more times till i know or till im sure i need to be with him. and realize that "fun" isnt gonna do much for me and won't satsify me.it wont make me anymore stable. i guess she's right. i need to talk to him like REAL SOON.
♥Sky
watched rebel without a cause again gawd how i am in love with james dean♥ i wanna go visit his grave ... im sucha freak eh. i told my grandma i wanna save money for the trip there and she goes "AYE DIOS MIO TU ERES LOCA" hmmph w/e lol
umz ... got a call from laura telling me she saw Chi and it was funny cus he told her he saw me @ search N destroy when i wasnt even there im here ! home doin NOTHING!! haha watta queer - Chi is HawT tho. and she tells me he was looking so0 cute today *le sigh* maybe i should stop by his job friday eh who knows.
hmm .. im kinda re-thinking. i hate boys and how they manipulate you.
i hate not having damien here. he was ALWAYS just a phone call away ... always here ready with his shotgun hhaaa
i love him so bad it hurts.
+Love
------------------------------------------
i want him so bad but it's wrong.
-Lust
my sister ♥ has my camera i was in sucha PHOTO-OP mo0d grr
me @ wax museum with "him" last year im sucha dork...
GAWD HE's BEAUTIFUL ♥
added @ 10:48pm
so0 i got off the phone with laura and she tells me i have to get hurt @ least 2 more times till i know or till im sure i need to be with him. and realize that "fun" isnt gonna do much for me and won't satsify me.it wont make me anymore stable. i guess she's right. i need to talk to him like REAL SOON.
♥Sky