Yes i'm a bitch
ok so i guess you could call this a confessional entry - i'm not really sure what else to call it - there's been a lot of things going on lately and i just would like to state my position - last night before i fell asleep i tried to kinda figure this all out - here it goes....
People call me a bitch - in all movies or shows my character is always the mean one/the bitchy one - ok i've come to terms with this - because lets face it, i can be down right mean and a complete bitch - however its key to realize i don't do things unless provoked - the majority of the time i can be a really nice person - people who are closest to me know this - i'm just a taurus and i get stubborn - no one in this world is perfect - no matter how hard i try i simply can never be perfect in every aspect of my life - in fact i've gone through many struggles, some people really don't know of them because its my personal business - i try and help people especially those who go through the same things i've gone through (even when they don't know i've been there too) - i know what its like and i want to make it better - i'm a friend, a friend to many people - some appriciate what i do for them and others don't - and i try to always be there for those who actually care - but its not the easiest thing to be a friend - it takes time, commitment, personal sacrafice, and dedication - i try to be a good friend but its hard - its hard to always be there - its hard to be a friend - why because it takes a lot of personal sacrafice - and honestly that can be hard for me - but to know that a true friendship is true is when it recovers from the down - no relationship is perfect, no friend is perfect - i try and honestly appologize for things that i feel deserve an appology for - it doesn't come often because it takes a hell of a lot out of me to humble myself to appologize - but to my friends i do - (and i have) - i'm sorry for not being perfect - i'm sorry for not always being there but its hard - i'm not expecting you to understand - but a lot of things occur that you aren't aware of - one last thing, i don't promise to be a friend forever then stab one in the back - and i expect the same in return - a friend is a friend, through the easy and through the hard, through laugh and through cry, through hate and through love, through the day and through the night, a friend is a friend
~ "Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me, why don't they just let me live." ~
Kiss kiss
People call me a bitch - in all movies or shows my character is always the mean one/the bitchy one - ok i've come to terms with this - because lets face it, i can be down right mean and a complete bitch - however its key to realize i don't do things unless provoked - the majority of the time i can be a really nice person - people who are closest to me know this - i'm just a taurus and i get stubborn - no one in this world is perfect - no matter how hard i try i simply can never be perfect in every aspect of my life - in fact i've gone through many struggles, some people really don't know of them because its my personal business - i try and help people especially those who go through the same things i've gone through (even when they don't know i've been there too) - i know what its like and i want to make it better - i'm a friend, a friend to many people - some appriciate what i do for them and others don't - and i try to always be there for those who actually care - but its not the easiest thing to be a friend - it takes time, commitment, personal sacrafice, and dedication - i try to be a good friend but its hard - its hard to always be there - its hard to be a friend - why because it takes a lot of personal sacrafice - and honestly that can be hard for me - but to know that a true friendship is true is when it recovers from the down - no relationship is perfect, no friend is perfect - i try and honestly appologize for things that i feel deserve an appology for - it doesn't come often because it takes a hell of a lot out of me to humble myself to appologize - but to my friends i do - (and i have) - i'm sorry for not being perfect - i'm sorry for not always being there but its hard - i'm not expecting you to understand - but a lot of things occur that you aren't aware of - one last thing, i don't promise to be a friend forever then stab one in the back - and i expect the same in return - a friend is a friend, through the easy and through the hard, through laugh and through cry, through hate and through love, through the day and through the night, a friend is a friend
~ "Everybody's talkin' all this stuff about me, why don't they just let me live." ~
Kiss kiss