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I somehow failed to get trashed and forget about all my problems Saturday night. Which isn't to say I got trashed and didn't forget. I actually failed to get drunk enough. But I did manage to orchestrate a situation that made things a little worse. A little more awkward and make me feel a lot shittier.
I don't know what to do with myself lately. Things are bothering me far more than they should. Or maybe not enough. It's really hard to say when I don't know what is actually my thought and what is just my issues rearing their ugly heads. I don't enjoy being me, I never have. I just really want to be happy... I don't think that's alot to ask for but it seems to be. If I could control my issues maybe I could be happy. Or maybe what I consider issues are just who I am and I need to learn to be happy with that. Maybe I should give up... I threw myself into work tonight so I couldn't think about it all.
Some times I wonder, if I felt like this and had time to think long enough how long would it take for the thoughts to get really ugly. How long would I be able to resist. I made my self a promise to never go there, and I never will. But, how long would it honestly take till it became really hard not to.
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Once and awhile I want to test myself and find out but I'm afraid the answer isn't as good as I'd like it to be.
... This entry is pointless.
Your result for The Brutally Honest Personality Test...
Pollyanna- INFP
33% Extraversion, 73% Intuition, 40% Thinking, 27% Judging
So, you want to make the world a better place? Too bad it's never gonna happen.
Of all the types, you have to be one of the hardest to find fault in. You have a selfless and caring nature. You're a good listener and someone who wants to avoid conflict. You genuinely desire to do good.
Of course, these all add up to an incredibly overpowered conscience which makes you feel guilty and responsible when anything goes wrong. Of course, it MUST be your fault EVERYTIME.
Though you're constantly on a mission to find the truth, you have no use for hard facts and logic, which is a source of great confusion for those of us with brains. Despite this, in a losing argument, you're not above spouting off inaccurate fact after fact in an effort to protect your precious values.
You're most probably a perfectionist, which in this case, is a bad thing. Any group work is destined to fail because of your incredibly high standards.
Disregard what I said before. You're just easy to find fault in as everyone else!
Luckily, you're generally very hard on yourself, meaning I don't need to waste my precious time insulting you. Instead, just find all your own faults and insult yourself.
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The other personality types are as follows...
Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Crackpot - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
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I don't know what to do with myself lately. Things are bothering me far more than they should. Or maybe not enough. It's really hard to say when I don't know what is actually my thought and what is just my issues rearing their ugly heads. I don't enjoy being me, I never have. I just really want to be happy... I don't think that's alot to ask for but it seems to be. If I could control my issues maybe I could be happy. Or maybe what I consider issues are just who I am and I need to learn to be happy with that. Maybe I should give up... I threw myself into work tonight so I couldn't think about it all.
Some times I wonder, if I felt like this and had time to think long enough how long would it take for the thoughts to get really ugly. How long would I be able to resist. I made my self a promise to never go there, and I never will. But, how long would it honestly take till it became really hard not to.
...
Once and awhile I want to test myself and find out but I'm afraid the answer isn't as good as I'd like it to be.
... This entry is pointless.
Your result for The Brutally Honest Personality Test...
Pollyanna- INFP
33% Extraversion, 73% Intuition, 40% Thinking, 27% Judging
So, you want to make the world a better place? Too bad it's never gonna happen.
Of all the types, you have to be one of the hardest to find fault in. You have a selfless and caring nature. You're a good listener and someone who wants to avoid conflict. You genuinely desire to do good.
Of course, these all add up to an incredibly overpowered conscience which makes you feel guilty and responsible when anything goes wrong. Of course, it MUST be your fault EVERYTIME.
Though you're constantly on a mission to find the truth, you have no use for hard facts and logic, which is a source of great confusion for those of us with brains. Despite this, in a losing argument, you're not above spouting off inaccurate fact after fact in an effort to protect your precious values.
You're most probably a perfectionist, which in this case, is a bad thing. Any group work is destined to fail because of your incredibly high standards.
Disregard what I said before. You're just easy to find fault in as everyone else!
Luckily, you're generally very hard on yourself, meaning I don't need to waste my precious time insulting you. Instead, just find all your own faults and insult yourself.
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If you want to learn more about your personality type in a slightly less negative way, check out this.
*****************
The other personality types are as follows...
Loner - Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Pushover - Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Criminal - Introverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Borefest - Introverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Freak - Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Loser - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Crackpot - Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
Clown - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving
Sap - Extraverted Sensing Feeling Judging
Commander - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Perceiving
Do Gooder - Extraverted Sensing Thinking Judging
Scumbag - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving
Busybody - Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Judging
Prick - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Perceiving
Dictator - Extraverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
Take The Brutally Honest Personality Test at HelloQuizzy