At a loss for words
I am so overcome with feelings that it is hard to put it all into words. I just got home from the rehersal dinner and I had a great time. Trey's dad, Tony is exactly Trey (even though Trey doesn't want to hear that). Mr Tony looks, talks, has the same sarcasm as Trey. Mr. Tony was chatting with me at dinner and I commented on how much Trey is like him and he said well that is what you have to look forward to when Trey is old and grey like me. Trey walked up as he was finishing his comment and insisted that Mr. Tony repeat it (since he has missed it) After he finished repeating his comment, Trey wrapped his arm around my waist and said, yup that IS what you have to look forward to. I love that take control, wrap me in you, secure, warm loving feeling he gives me. It is an addiction, I just can not get enough of. I joked that he was going to be sick of me by the end of this weekend since I will be with him w/o a break from Friday night to Sunday night. And he said "no way! It is the way I wish I could have it every day!" Sometimes I feel like I am dreaming, like I am going to wake up and it just won't be real. That would be a nighmare. I just know that he is my perfect fit. I just can not get over it. Alicia and Dana apparently told Trey he had to wait a while to get married....so his mom could unwind from this one. (Trey told me this tonight) I was thinking in my head....why would they say this? I wonder what Trey has been saying? I wonder? I am looking so forward to this weekend. What do I pack for a weekend of festivities with Trey? I need to go make a list.