Depression anyone?
Well, I finally got a job about a month ago. It is a Quiznos and I am loving it better than the job I had at Little Hellhole. I have basically gotten used to everything in the store, except for cashier. That one I am still getting used to. ^^;
Other than that this week has been hell. Up until this week I have had a steady 20-25 hours per week until this week I discovered I only had 13 hours. To make matters worse yesterday Harkins called and wanted to interview me for a job. I wanted to say no, but my mother told me to say yes, so I accepted the interview reluctantly. My mother then told me that it was in my best interest to have two jobs in order to get full-time hours in one week.
Today, my parents had their Church small group meeting and one of the members pointed out that her job was still hiring for full-time people with benefits. I would apply there, but it is Spherion and it involves answering phones all day. I hate that kind of stuff and I avoid answering the phone at all cost. Also I have no way of getting down there since it is no where close to a YCAT bus stop, which is my primary trasportation as of right now.
So basically I am on the verge of breaking down and am forced to get two jobs, whether I like it or not. I wish I can end my life right now and forget about everything. The one thing that is forcing me from stopping this is my friends. I don't want them to get sad when I commit suicide and they are basically keeping me from going insane or depressed.
Other than that this week has been hell. Up until this week I have had a steady 20-25 hours per week until this week I discovered I only had 13 hours. To make matters worse yesterday Harkins called and wanted to interview me for a job. I wanted to say no, but my mother told me to say yes, so I accepted the interview reluctantly. My mother then told me that it was in my best interest to have two jobs in order to get full-time hours in one week.
Today, my parents had their Church small group meeting and one of the members pointed out that her job was still hiring for full-time people with benefits. I would apply there, but it is Spherion and it involves answering phones all day. I hate that kind of stuff and I avoid answering the phone at all cost. Also I have no way of getting down there since it is no where close to a YCAT bus stop, which is my primary trasportation as of right now.
So basically I am on the verge of breaking down and am forced to get two jobs, whether I like it or not. I wish I can end my life right now and forget about everything. The one thing that is forcing me from stopping this is my friends. I don't want them to get sad when I commit suicide and they are basically keeping me from going insane or depressed.