She got the which of the what-she-did,
Hid the bell with a blot, she did,
But she fell in love with a hominid.
Where is the which of the what-she-did?
from
The Ballad of Lost C'Mell.
I'm not quite sure how I managed to fall into the
Cordwainer Smith rabbit hole
this time, but all the evidence points to looking up something
about light sails sometime on
Tuesday. It might
have been a chance reference to
CD,
carried on board
Cosmos I:
The First Solar Sail. In any case, it included a copy of Smith's
story about light-sailing, "
The Lady
Who Sailed The Soul". It was the (somewhat loosely-coupled)
inspiration for the first song I wrote after discovering filk: "
The Shores of the
Night". (If you're keeping score, that's where the "ships" part of
this post's title comes from.)
And somehow from there I wound up on
this radio play
version of "The Ballad of Lost C'Mell", which starts with the song
quoted at the top of this post. The "C'" in her name is a contraction of
"Cat" (if you're still keeping score).
Cats appear in many of Smith's stories -- C'Mell herself appears in
several of them. As far as I know, though, the only actual cats (as
opposed to cat-derived underpeople) appear in the "
The Game
of Rat and Dragon" (
audiobook
version here). If you haven't fallen in love with The Lady May by the
end of the story, you're obviously not a cat person and I'm very sorry for
you.
Scattered through Smith's stories are dozens of little poems and scraps of
song, like "The Ballad of Lost C'Mell" (which, as far as I know, is the
only one anyone has set to music -- that's what triggered this post).
I've thought about it, but ...
And if you were still keeping score and wondering where the shoes
from the title went, you'll find them in "
Think Blue,
Count Two" --
Lady if a man
Tries to bother you, you can
Think blue,
Count two,
And look for a red shoe.
As far as I can tell, only a small handful of filk songs have been written
about Cordwainer Smith's stories. I've written two of them: "
The Shores of the
Night" and "
A
Talk With the Middle-Sized Bear" (from "" -- I wrote about it in
Songs for Saturday,
2012-02-11. There is also
"Scanners Live in Vain" by Zander Nyrond, and there are at least
two versions of
"The Ballad of Lost C'Mell", neither of which I can find lyrics to.
The Shores of the Night
Copyright 1981-1984 Stephen Savitzky. CC by-nc-sa/4.0.
Dedicated to Cordwainer Smith
One night on my homeworld, adrift on a warm little sea,
I sailed in a small boat, the wind in her sails blowing free.
With a pale star above me to guide me past island and shoal,
I never intended to sail with a star for my goal.
Now my bright sails of silver have caught the sun's light,
And I sail the wide ocean past the shores of the night.
I once met a sailor, her eyes they were distant and gay.
She spoke like a girl, though I saw that her hair had turned grey.
She spoke of her home, far away in both distance and time,
And she spoke of the stars that had stolen the years of her prime.
She told me my home-world was an island in flight,
And the blue skies above me, the shores of the night.
Now alone on my ship, in the starlight the long watch I keep,
Endless the sea without harbor, the night without sleep.
My youth with my loves and my sorrows falls light-years behind;
Silver sails in the wind from the stars fill my vision and mind.
And somewhere past the darkness, I long for the sight
Of blue skies above me, the shores of the night.
Loosely inspired by ``The Lady Who Sailed _The Soul_'' by Cordwainer Smith.
================
A Talk With the Middle-Sized Bear
Copyright Stephen Savitzky. CC by-nc-sa/4.0
You've had a rough journey; a hellish long day;
There's a fire in your throat and an ache in your head
And you long to be back in your own cozy bed.
But the world you grew up in has vanished away.
You're weary and sick and you're frightened by change
When something wraps 'round you like a swirl of warm air
For there's no place as comforting, gentle, or strange
As the mind of the Middle-Sized Bear.
For the Middle-Sized Bear is a creature most rare
He'll feed you on honey and tea in his lair
And you don't think you trust him, but maybe you'll dare
Have a talk with the Middle-Sized Bear.
He's clumsy, forgetful, ill-tempered, and shy;
There's dust on his spectacles, gray in his fur;
Sometimes he growls when you think that he'd purr,
But he holds you so gently and just lets you cry.
He says he's not clever, but sometimes he's wise,
Sometimes he's so silent you can't tell he's there
And he quietly kisses the tears from your eyes
As you sit with the Middle-Sized Bear.
For the Middle-Sized Bear is a creature most rare
He'll sing you a song as he brushes your hair
And they say it's a comfort just knowing he's there
As you talk with the Middle-Sized Bear.
There's a line in his journal that pierces your mask
Though he says at the time that he's probably wrong;
But he sums up your fears in a few lines of song,
And answers a question you never would ask.
A letter, a message, a voice on the phone,
A scrap of a song coming out of thin air.
Perhaps it's enough to know you're not alone
As you talk with the Middle-Sized Bear.
For the Middle-Sized Bear is a creature most rare
He knows you don't love him, but he doesn't care
And you think you could trust him, if only you'd dare
Have a talk with the Middle-sized Bear.
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