It's been a long, strange trip. It still is. The journey started
three and a half years ago on livejournal, with
this post and
this song.
It's been quite a while since I was posting regularly on this tag, since I
was looking inside and trying to understand myself. Even longer since I
really used the river as a metaphor for this journey, or posted about
friendship or the care and feeding of geeks. I don't think I've
ever gone back and read through the whole thing. I want to
change that.
I'd like to make at least one River post every week. Realistically,
that's not likely to happen, but it's what I want to aim at.
About two years ago I thought of collecting the best posts and turning
them into a book, which would have been called A Year On the
River. "Three and a Half Years..." doesn't have the same ring to
it, somehow. (No fair mentioning
Two Years Before
the Mast.) But that's still a possible back-burner project,
maybe with
crowdfunding.
And less than a week ago, I
won a custom icon from
the amazing
meeks. I love the way she captured the idea of
reflecting, which I hadn't even thought about but was obviously there all
along. I'm using it for the first time on this post, and hope that it
indicates a turning-point both in my posting habits and in my journey of
reflection and self-examination.
Come walk with me again? We're about to go around a bend.
[Crossposted from
mdlbear.dreamwidth.org, where it has
comments. Comment wherever you prefer.]