Nov 17, 2006 02:45
You make it difficult to believe in Your "love", You make it impossible to justify all the worship and praise and thanks wasted on Your hate and cruelty for millenia.
Under the lies of buzzwords like mercy, grace and Your plan which I'm not supposed to understand but accept on faith I was blind and I was a fool.
What pleasure are You getting out of torturing her? Is that how You "love" Your children? If she "deserves" this based on some mitochondrial sin, if she "deserves" this because she violated some minor superfluous law that only one who was OCD, PARANOID and MEGALOMANIACAL would treat as valid, then what the Romans did to You/Your Son wasn't nearly enough.
I understand the fickleness of humans. You're alright with us when things are good, You're anathema when things are bad. Let me be fickle; let me eat crow; transfer what You are doing to her onto me instead.
One of my favorite songs from the last few years was Light the Fire Again. That first line, Don't let my love grow cold, I loved that line, I thought it was a great line that applied to a good many people. Now as far as I'm concerned, don't bother. My love for You only goes as far as Your love for us. I'm not playing Your games anymore.