Aug 24, 2005 21:47
Before this entry gets big and angsty, I'm gonna do the good thing and, no, not warn you, but let you all know my address and phone number here at 'Kato.
Phone Number: (Call me!)
(507)389-6395
Address:
Seth Denny
McElroy Complex
440 Ellis Avenue #I-0207
Mankato, MN 56001-6009
Okay, so this isn't gonna be real angsty, but it's somewhat angsty, so bear with me.
Last night was goodbye to a lot of people....Mackenzie, Katrina, Garrison, Heath, Chelsea, Katie, Nicole, Kristie, Ryan, Brittney, and probably more people I didn't mention....one goodbye hurt the most though...Justin. I've never truly been in love, but I can safely say I really am in love with him. Remember how I used to cry all the time and be an angsty little attention whore? I totally dropped that after I met Justin...I hadn't cried in a good month and a half, and last night was the first time I cried since I met him. If that's not a sign...I dunno what is. We're trying out the long distance thing, I hope to god it works.
This whole college thing isn't gonna be the all-powerful superb life changing thing I hoped it would be...maybe because someone already changed me. For the better. College is a great place to meet people, but what's the point of meeting anyone if you aren't looking for a hook-up, or for romance? I went to the freshman welcome dance, and yes, dances are generally lame, but I gave this a shot...I was there for about 15 minutes before I just got sick of it and left. My roommate (don't get me wrong, he's a really great guy) was running around getting names and numbers from all of these girls, and this has been going on since I got here. I don't blame him in the least, but I don't want to meet anyone like that; I don't want to go out and hook up with anyone. The only person I wanna do that with is already the love of my life, I've already got his number and he has my heart. What more do I really need? Maybe I'm just homesick and see no point in social interaction right now...but I doubt it. I really love you Justin. I know I do, knowing how not one person has even caught my eye today, aside from the guy who looked just like you from behind...my heart jumped and I almost called out to him, hoping that just maybe the impossible had happened, but I was wrong...but god damnit I love you.
See ya guys all soon...come visit me/mail me cookies/buy things from Mankato's Pure Pleasure with me XD
G'Night.
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