Something clever, but subtle.
SO,
What the fuck do I want with my life.
Im so confused.
This is so cliche.
Very.
Maybe I should invest some time in myself.
Maybe I never will.
Mayvbe I don't make sense.
Ever.
Maybe Im just here for your enjoyment.
Which there is none of.
enjoyment that is.
My life is so utterly typical.
I highly doubt I will amount to anything special
All the people who mean something to you
will all eventually turn there backs on you
and feed off another until eventually theres
nothing left of that other person that was oh, so
much more important than you, then they either
A: come back for some seconds. or B: they just move on
to there next victim or prey if you will.
and on and on it goes in an endless circle.
Around and around.
Who knows.
Honestly what are we really here for, We struggle so hard
to make others happy and to satisfy them we forget about ourselves.
Entirely.
Then one day you'll realize and see the longview.
That today and tomorrow. they matter, they matter
alot But not as much as if you'll be happy
10 years from now with the decisions you made yesterday
or 5 years ago or 10 or 15. Or the people you realize you love.
and just let it go just to avoid huring another.
When all your doing is hurting yourself.
Worse then you can hurt anyone.
But suprisingly enough over and over again you do it.
and slowy it's not those other people eating away at you
your eating away at your self.
Like cancer.
Your phisically alive.
But are you really living?
They way you want your life to be?
So tell that person how you feel even if its the hardest
thing in the world. in the end it will be so worth it.
because the last thing you want in your life is uncertainty
or to wonder "What If".
Because those things my friend will wear you down day
after day after day till your reduced to just a hollow
shell of a once delightful person.
What the fuck do I want with my life.
Im so confused.
This is so cliche.
Very.
Maybe I should invest some time in myself.
Maybe I never will.
Mayvbe I don't make sense.
Ever.
Maybe Im just here for your enjoyment.
Which there is none of.
enjoyment that is.
My life is so utterly typical.
I highly doubt I will amount to anything special
All the people who mean something to you
will all eventually turn there backs on you
and feed off another until eventually theres
nothing left of that other person that was oh, so
much more important than you, then they either
A: come back for some seconds. or B: they just move on
to there next victim or prey if you will.
and on and on it goes in an endless circle.
Around and around.
Who knows.
Honestly what are we really here for, We struggle so hard
to make others happy and to satisfy them we forget about ourselves.
Entirely.
Then one day you'll realize and see the longview.
That today and tomorrow. they matter, they matter
alot But not as much as if you'll be happy
10 years from now with the decisions you made yesterday
or 5 years ago or 10 or 15. Or the people you realize you love.
and just let it go just to avoid huring another.
When all your doing is hurting yourself.
Worse then you can hurt anyone.
But suprisingly enough over and over again you do it.
and slowy it's not those other people eating away at you
your eating away at your self.
Like cancer.
Your phisically alive.
But are you really living?
They way you want your life to be?
So tell that person how you feel even if its the hardest
thing in the world. in the end it will be so worth it.
because the last thing you want in your life is uncertainty
or to wonder "What If".
Because those things my friend will wear you down day
after day after day till your reduced to just a hollow
shell of a once delightful person.