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i want to get out of my house so bad except that if i go out i have no where to go. and if i do find somewhere to go my mom will most likely call all my friends and the cops and hunt me down. they're all fucking assholes. all of them. why do i have to stay home and watch them care only about her? my dad even told me that if he could pick between me and her he would pick her. so whatever. from now on i'm not a part of this family anymore. they're fucking losers. fuck them.
they're so worried about her doing something stupid that they don't even think about me. i've been through 80x what she has been through and they don't even care how i'm being affected. i wish i could just die tonight. they wouldn't even care.
first my mom fucking tries to strangle me and then my dad fucking tells me he likes my sister better.
she shouldn't even be home right now. my mom's too much of a bitch to deal with the administrators of any hospital and my dad's too stupid to know what's best for her. so they take her home. if she kills herself tonight it won't be MY fault it will be THEIRS. and if i kill myself tonight i guess it will be just because i am a "pain in the ass."
they're so worried about her doing something stupid that they don't even think about me. i've been through 80x what she has been through and they don't even care how i'm being affected. i wish i could just die tonight. they wouldn't even care.
first my mom fucking tries to strangle me and then my dad fucking tells me he likes my sister better.
she shouldn't even be home right now. my mom's too much of a bitch to deal with the administrators of any hospital and my dad's too stupid to know what's best for her. so they take her home. if she kills herself tonight it won't be MY fault it will be THEIRS. and if i kill myself tonight i guess it will be just because i am a "pain in the ass."