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Wow. Its here. We're leaving for good. To me, honestly it still hasnt sunk in....and i dont know that it will for a while. I mean damn, our childhood is over, no more being a kid and having no worries. This is the real shit. Leaving alot of your friends, going to a strange new environment, with totally new people, its like starting all over again, like going to kindergarden or something i dunno. I cant really explain whats on my mind, people keep asking me how i feel about this whole going to college thing. And in my head i have so many thoughts running through it about it all....that i cant even think straight. I mean yeah im nervous, not about the school work, but more so making friends and being more independent. Yeah im scared, scared of acceptance or maybe scared of doing it all on my own. Sad...yea i mean all of the friends i made in highschool, most of them wont even be there to hang out with anymore, sad that ill miss my girlfriend, sad for not havin the comfort of home and security. Excited for starting my career and trying to live on my own....I think it all comes down to CHANGE. CHANGE is scary, CHANGE is different, I dont like change. I like how things are right now. And i think the only way to enjoy college is to accept this CHANGE, and take it for what its worth. I mean im gonna make alot of friends, I HOPE, im gonna kick ass with grades, and everything is going to be fine. I just have to adapt to new things and have the "no worries, have fun" attitude.
You guys are probably like what the fuck is this kid talkin about....well i think for the first time i was able to say alot of what was on my mind.
You guys are probably like what the fuck is this kid talkin about....well i think for the first time i was able to say alot of what was on my mind.