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I should be able to sleep and feel warm and contented. I've been taking all of the procedures. I've been exercising, eating properly, finding meaningful physical contact, staying on top of my work, but I still feel empty. I can't fall asleep at proper times when I should be properly exhausted! I have a paycheck for 76 dollars. That will go towards Christmas presents. I don't want to go home for Christmas. I never feel healthier than when I'm on my feet or on a bike with a backpack. My lips are always so chapped. No matter how much I clean my room, myself, I always feel dirty. What am I doing wrong? And why am I always disappointed?