May 23, 2005 19:24
So, as of now, its done with. Last night was the finall deciding point that no matter much i am still connected at heart, i can no longer allow myself to be hurt. Why chase something that is no longer there? I am not pathetic anymore, I am gaining my strength. I know what it feels like to be cared about, and i get that from amazing people, but not from who i used to.
this hurts, but i think ill be alright.
"And its so hard to do, and so easy to say, but sometimes, sometimes, you just have to walk away..walk away...and head for the door"- Ben Harper
Life goes on, he's moved on, and i will too