Apr 11, 2005 17:27
yeah okay letys be totoally not fair and get mad when you cant get laid but FLIP out on me when im mad because evey fuckin time we have sex u always finish n end up not horny any more but you never give two fuckin shits if i didnt or im still horny. good be a fucking asshole. i cant fucking take this bullshit i am seriously going to fucking try to kill myself again.... fucking no one cares and i cant dela with it im so fucking depressed and all i ever do is cry and im alweays in a shitty mood... i cant fucking take it i need anti depressants or a new mom or my boyfriend to not be fucking reetarded and actually understand me once in awhile im not aksing for all the fucking time just maybe once to fucking understand me to try a little be harder to be more considerate of my feelings. lets fucking get mad when i say i dont want to be alive how bout u fucking try to talk to me or fucking be all like oh hunnie im here for you like you used to be because your never there for me anymore... EVER! whenever i want someone to talk to or just friggen be around me it dont matter! i cant fucking take it you get mad at me when i go to ninas house bcause i dont want to deal with my mom fuckin trying to get in my head or hitting me or my stepdad never around... and you think i gte mad at you when you go to your friends house.. no i dont i get mad cuz i wanna be able to tlk to u buht i cant cuz ur around your stupid fuckin friends. whatever. fuck u okay? cuz i dont fuckin care anymore. i hope i rot in my fucking bed forever.