shaunakay
chuck asked me today why do you still have the picture on your wall of you and shaunakay on your wall. all i could say was i don't know. shaunakay came into my life when i was a junior in high school she had moved to the dells from Adams. my friend Sam had introduced us we hit it off right away. we became best friends quickly and remained that way for some years. we made it through my last two years of high school without really fighting. even though our group of friends had a huge fight my senior year. fall of 2005 we faced our biggest challenge which was her still being in school and me working full time. we thought we wouldn't get to see each other a lot. but we made it work.she would show up at my job and wait around till i got down then she would take me home and tell my parents she was spending the night.they didn't care as long as we didn't make too much noise in the living room. yup my parents had basically adopted her as another daughter. she even spent Christmas eve with our family help making the cookies for the kids. which ended up in a frosting war between her and i. but there was always her boyfriend lurking in the background. Justin was a fucking moron i tried to tell her that but she wouldn't listen and didn't care because she loved him. i came to realize that no matter what Justin was there for the long haul. spring 2006 shaunakay tells me that her and Justin are moving to Florida to live with her mom until they get there own place. i quietly asked her when she was leaving she said after i graduate so a month. i asked her how long has she known this to which she answered 2 months. she didn't want to tell me right away because she knew i would wanna talk her out of it. so i did what any best friend would do i hugged her and told her that it will be okay and she will love living down there. a week later she asked me to come with them because she wanted me to be there even if it was for only a couple of months. i told her i would go and stay there until august. so we went to Florida it was good and it was bad. goo because i got to go to Florida and spend 2 months living with shaunakay and bad because of all the drama between shaunakay her mom and Justin. the second week in august i flew home, shaunakay and Justin drove me to the airport. we made Justin stay with the car while we checked me in and as we said goodbye. i got on the plan thinking i wouldn't see her for a couple of months. turns out it was only a couple of weeks since Justin couldn't keep a job they had to move back her to live with her grandma. things between us were okay for awhile until she got married. i was the maid of honor and my youngest brother was the best man. my dad walked her down the aisle and gave her away. after the wedding it seemed like we lost touch with each other. we finally quit trying that November. when it was found out how much she lied to me about. that was almost 2 years ago and we haven't talked since. she emailed me once i emailed back asking a lot of questions. guess she didn't wanna answer them because she never wrote back. i wrote her a month ago asking if we could start over but she hasn't answered back. the real answer to chucks question is because i don't wanna admit that my best friend has abandoned me.