(no subject)
since
when, i do not remember, but i noticed that i have been a lot more
cynical these days. sure i guess i still seem pretty happy and
care-free to most people... namely my co-workers and family and most
firends...
but in truth, all i really want to do is to reply every question fluwn my way with sarcasim.
i was talking to Ed this morning, (my cousin from UK) and everything was well, then but by the time i got to talking with Earny (Cousin that used to live in Canada, but has now moved back to Hong Kong on his own), i was snapping and sniping his off over internet... the best / worst part was that i fully enjoyed each and every minute of it.
this is one of those times that, after everything that's gone through today, my brain decides to do some thinking, i really do hate this at times, today, however, i shall sit back to enjoy it.
the times where i just sit and think / reflect on the stuff i've done are fewer in between. i no longer have the time or will to do just wishful thinking; frustrating really. but, my time should be put to better use... correct?
anyway, think i've babbled enough for now... i really do hate babbling... distracts the mind, a lot.
but in truth, all i really want to do is to reply every question fluwn my way with sarcasim.
i was talking to Ed this morning, (my cousin from UK) and everything was well, then but by the time i got to talking with Earny (Cousin that used to live in Canada, but has now moved back to Hong Kong on his own), i was snapping and sniping his off over internet... the best / worst part was that i fully enjoyed each and every minute of it.
this is one of those times that, after everything that's gone through today, my brain decides to do some thinking, i really do hate this at times, today, however, i shall sit back to enjoy it.
the times where i just sit and think / reflect on the stuff i've done are fewer in between. i no longer have the time or will to do just wishful thinking; frustrating really. but, my time should be put to better use... correct?
anyway, think i've babbled enough for now... i really do hate babbling... distracts the mind, a lot.