Jul 18, 2007 15:00
Not entirely sure who still reads this, but I'm still alive, so if you read this and you've tried to kill me... you've failed.
Its summer, and being that its 2007 that puts in and odd numbered year. Those are the crazy ones for me I'm starting to think. Even years are nice and easy and... fun, and the odd years are crazy, chaotic and well... fun, but in a different way.
In many ways I'm starting to think I'm like an almanac, looking to the past to try and figure out the future. Some people think that history repeats, others don't. I'm not quite sure what I think yet, but as stated above, my even years are the same and my odd years re the same.
I look to my past to figure out what I should do next based off of the situation I'm in in the present to determine where its going to end up in the future. Thats not saying that I can't improvise, improvising is what I do the most in the odd years, so I think I'm pretty could at it. But I'm calculating and borderline manipulative, though I have yet to meet some one that says its in a bad way, but if you think about it, and I have, can you use the word manipulative in a good way to describe yourself? I submit that you can not, but I still do.
~The past is a tricky thing. It gets us to where we are in the present, and we think we should never look back on it. However if we don't recognize our pasts then we really aren't anything in the present, and we become restricted to what we can be in the future.
-Me, believe it or not:-)
Later days
[mcp]