to an old forgotten friend
Today I sat down and began to write
Wrote a bunch of words that came from my mind
They may not make much sense but thats ok with me
I thought about love and where we'd be without it
Today I wondered why so many things seem to go so well then go oh so wrong all of the sudden
Suddenly the things that seemed so sure
Now seem to be just so wrong
The things that once were just can't be ever again
Now that we're so far apart there's no mending our hearts
There is no joining us together as one
there is no fixing the things we have done
To love you will not change
to hate you never was
to want your friendship back may not be so strong
But then again your not who you once were
To have that friendship back that we once shared would be great for me but not so great for those I love
They mean so much to me that I'm not willing to put that on the line
I want their friendship more then I ever wanted yours
They love me though I'm crazy
They love me though I can be mean
They love me though they sometimes can't stand me
But their love has never changed
They care for me more then you ever attemped to
They know when I'm hurting and are there to be with me
Thats far more then you ever gave me
Yes you gave me friendship
Yes you gave me someone to talk to
but you never gave me love
You couldn't make up your mind half the time if you loved me or not
You didn't care to be there when the world seemed to stop
You gave me great pain
you gave me great times
but for every moment that was good I can count far more times you broke my heart
You that I'm crazy but I don't really care
I love you still don't think don't but right now I don't really care for who you've become
Wrote a bunch of words that came from my mind
They may not make much sense but thats ok with me
I thought about love and where we'd be without it
Today I wondered why so many things seem to go so well then go oh so wrong all of the sudden
Suddenly the things that seemed so sure
Now seem to be just so wrong
The things that once were just can't be ever again
Now that we're so far apart there's no mending our hearts
There is no joining us together as one
there is no fixing the things we have done
To love you will not change
to hate you never was
to want your friendship back may not be so strong
But then again your not who you once were
To have that friendship back that we once shared would be great for me but not so great for those I love
They mean so much to me that I'm not willing to put that on the line
I want their friendship more then I ever wanted yours
They love me though I'm crazy
They love me though I can be mean
They love me though they sometimes can't stand me
But their love has never changed
They care for me more then you ever attemped to
They know when I'm hurting and are there to be with me
Thats far more then you ever gave me
Yes you gave me friendship
Yes you gave me someone to talk to
but you never gave me love
You couldn't make up your mind half the time if you loved me or not
You didn't care to be there when the world seemed to stop
You gave me great pain
you gave me great times
but for every moment that was good I can count far more times you broke my heart
You that I'm crazy but I don't really care
I love you still don't think don't but right now I don't really care for who you've become