mmmm i'm dumb so don't read this

[mcpotpotyaluis]

They say that I was foolish
They say that I was crazy
They say that I shouldn't have gave it all away
They say that I pretty much ruined my life
Then on the other hand who really cares what they think
I say I'm crazy
I say I'm stupid
But I'm not foolish, I did the right thing
I didn't give it all away, I have a whole life still ahead of me
Then on the other hand who really listens to what I say
I'll tell you who
NO ONE
OK so maybe alot of people do but they shouldn't
I'll only end up hurting them!!
I don't mean to push them away it just happens
It's as if I'm afraid of getting to close or hurt
So I run away
I think things in my head
And pretend there real
I make myself believe everyone is just pretending
When I know its not true
I know it's not!
But yet I can't stop the stupidnes
Sometimes I agree with them
Sometimes I think what they do
Sometimes I wish I could change
You know what..I wish I could write like I use to but I can't
I wrote all my own songs and now Now I can't finish anything I start
This started out as a song
Then became a poem
Then became a journal
I don't understand my thoughts sometimes. I wish I could but I can't. I don't know why I'm even writting this. I should be happy but instead I'm sad and want to cry. But I refuse. Why not just cry and let my feelins out. I mean seriously I would feel better in the end. BUT I CAN'T!!! UGHHH

This was a meaningless update