I am soo confused

Oct 12, 2000 15:30

Soo here's the beef...

As we all know...Jason and I are no longer "romanitcally involved"... Whatever that means!

We still live together and share the same bed...but we almost can't even stand to be around eachother anymore!!!

Soo am I over him you ask??? NO...NOT at ALL.
However, I am just really lonely....
Soo what did I do last night??? I think I may have fallen for another guy....

His name is Mathew (those who are reading this know who I am talking about). I call him Matty....

Well I have thought Matty is cute since the first time we met. He just recently has come out...and he is kinda silly...and not the type of guy I usually go after...but OH WELL. I need to broden my horizons I guess...

Last night after the panel... A bunch of us went to Ken and Chris's house...and Matty and I, well...kinda got close...
We didn't kiss or anything...we just held hands and kinda flirted and caressed eachother....
It was soo sweet! I think I really like him....
I know he just wants to date and all....and I am totally cool with that.
I am not ready for another relationship....but Jason crushed my heart....and this is not rebound...but Matty will be there to replace the love that I am missing right now...

Well...I hope this all turns out well... I am gonna see him tonight...and I plan on giving more time to building an even better friendship with him!

(ohh and he wears one of my favorite colognes....
Adidas Moves.....................mmmmmmmmmmmmmm YUMMY!)
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