Why am I always confused?
Soo here's the beef!
I got some balls and talked to Jason the other night. We decided that he will leave by the end of semester....soo that was good. I need some space to heal. He has also been sleeping on the couch now. It feels good to actually go to bed alone....I know, I am suprised that I said that also...but it is good to know that I am starting to heal!
Well...now he is talking about still staying together.... And C has offered me her other room in her apt...and my mom thinks I should just stay where I am at. I don't know what to do!
Jason has been sweet the last couple days...and if he doesn't mind sleeping on the couch and all...then it would be fine if we stick the year out and get an apt together next year...but I don't know.
I hate to put him out on his own...especially if he has to travel from Winfield to school every other day....but I don't want to make C mad if I don't move in....
I guess I will just give it a month and see what the decision is....
I am soo confused!
ALSO...
I NEED a boi! just someone that I can hang out with when I am with all you darn lesbians...
I like Matty alot...but as you all know, I don't think we are the right guys for eachother....
I just wish there was another guy for me to talk to and crush on like all you girls have...
Oh well...
Boys lie and suck anyhow!
I got some balls and talked to Jason the other night. We decided that he will leave by the end of semester....soo that was good. I need some space to heal. He has also been sleeping on the couch now. It feels good to actually go to bed alone....I know, I am suprised that I said that also...but it is good to know that I am starting to heal!
Well...now he is talking about still staying together.... And C has offered me her other room in her apt...and my mom thinks I should just stay where I am at. I don't know what to do!
Jason has been sweet the last couple days...and if he doesn't mind sleeping on the couch and all...then it would be fine if we stick the year out and get an apt together next year...but I don't know.
I hate to put him out on his own...especially if he has to travel from Winfield to school every other day....but I don't want to make C mad if I don't move in....
I guess I will just give it a month and see what the decision is....
I am soo confused!
ALSO...
I NEED a boi! just someone that I can hang out with when I am with all you darn lesbians...
I like Matty alot...but as you all know, I don't think we are the right guys for eachother....
I just wish there was another guy for me to talk to and crush on like all you girls have...
Oh well...
Boys lie and suck anyhow!