it comes down to me and you.

[mcp87]

I have things figured out. I know this. I have had to lie a bit to make things okay with school but its okay. I just have to figure out how to have the documentation I promised in order not to get kicked out of classes. The laundry is almost done. I didnt go to church with my Mom today, and I feel sort of guilty. I am listening to random songs and thinking about where I am at in my life and in my relationship. I feel content. I am working on so many things. I can not wait until tomorrow. I feel as if I am starting over. So here are my thoughts in forms of lyrics...

Will you be all I have ever wanted?
will you read my mind?
will you ask me where I hurt ?
and heal me with your eyes?
will i look at you with wonder?
and never doubt our love?
yeah are you the one?
that I've been dreaming of...

your face crept into that space between my reflex and my resolve

without 40oz of social skills I'm just an ass in the crack of humanity, I'm just a huge manatee.

All the possiblity and promise just weighs on me so heavily

I'm on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
check it out I'm rocking steady to the beat in my head
it goes on and oh oh oh
I know she's the only one
I rather waste our time together
because we can get down.

This time is real. no matter what. i got this. for real.