round and round in squares...

[mcogent]

i got my tongue pierced, i cut my hair, and still, i don't feel any cooler or any different... pathetic? yes. i'm still on this desperate attempt to stand out and leave some sort of mark. so far the only mark i feel as if i've made is the hole on my tongue. when will i ever get it through my thick skull that the best thing i can do is not to try so damn hard?!? ugh. i'd hate to belittle the sincerity of my actions but i can't help but think how superficial i can be towards myself...

inner peace, where art thou?...

P.S. vicky, help! i'm shallow!.... (like you! hahaha :p)