Dec 05, 2005 22:14
One week of finals for one month of chill time? ill take that in a heart beat, so some people i realy care about may not be comeing back this semester and that realy makes charlie sad on the inside. im not gana have to many people left around here that i concider close. it kinda makes me sick. So due to my best friends imprisonment my "nease" will be comeing to stay with me for three weeks, i dont know wen and im not so shure why i agreed but whats done is done and theres no way around it. i should be sad, i should be furiouse, i should be friggin sick, but no i think my emotions have snapped, ive gone back to my old self. beafore i came to grand rapids, i didnt realy have much to be attached to so i was pretty emotionless, what happend happens and meh whats the difference. then i came here, got caught up with girl, fell hard, had amandas versery and alot of other shit, i had enough emotion for thoes few months to make up for a life time of sarrow, but now hey whats it to me i can just brush things off again and live. im still caught up, im still here, but im makeing the best of it. :) so smile everyone :) theirs so much to be thankful for.
get ready for change gr i snapped