Jun 12, 2006 11:11
I suppose I ought to talk about what i've been up to lately.
I sold my bass and amp to Brett. A few days ago, Jason and I went to a Chuck Palahniuk book signing. We both bought "Haunted", which is a collection of stories in a novel. Chuck read a totally new story he wrote called "Mr. Elegant". It was hilarious.
We also went to see Inside Man at the cheap theater. It was surprisingly good.
Saturday, my dad and I went all over the place to find someone who would buy my guitar for more than 35 dollars but any place that buys instruments won't give what it's worth. More like half what it's worth.
With the money I got from selling my bass, I bought some Mac eye shadows (Overgrown, Creme de Violet, Rule, and Fresh Water) and a Larenim blush in Forbidden Flush. I also bought some royal blue Crocs. They are every bit as comfortable as people claim so i'm glad I got them. But check this out... I went to Dillards and they didn't have royal blue. I went to Macy's and they didn't even CARRY Crocs. I went to Hallmark... and they had every color under the sun. WHAT THE HELL. So I bought my Crocs at Hallmark. Hahaha.
I think my mom also bid on a pair of black Crocs because I had it on the watch list and she was on ebay yesterday. We share the same account (I guess because of laziness).
Jason and I have been getting into stupid arguments. He might say something about how zany I act sometimes. He'll complain, rather. Then i'll be upset and start saying extremely hurtful things I don't mean. I am afraid that I might have some kind of personality problem. I love him to death but sometimes I say things that give him every reason in the world to leave me. He forgave me for what I said yesterday, which I won't talk about on here. I just hope I can learn to control myself. I don't want to lose him or drive him away. He actually said yesterday that sometimes he feels very very close to me, then I say things like I said yesterday and he feels like he hardly knows me. I don't want it to be that way. I don't want to mess up a wonderful relationship. I don't know what I would do without him. He's become my best friend as well as my lover. I guess time will test his willingness to deal with my personality flaws.