Where am i going?
yea so i thought i would just update to share that i'm kidna freaking out about eveyrthing that has to do with post-graduation. I have no idea what i want to do and i guess im supposed to be deciding. The thing is i can't, how can one say this is what i want my life to be when i dont really know.....i think i want to go to grad school, why, cuz i cant think to do anything else and it would pro-long school. But what would i go for? How would it get paid? Gah.....then im like just go into a full time job, but why? I dont really want to......YUCK! I wish there was a way to zoom into the future just to see what i'm doing so i know things work out okay cuz im not sure they will.....
anyways, besides all that scary stuff, its going alright. I went to Vermont for the first time this past weekend, which was exciting. It was very nice and we had fun and we got apples and apple cider donuts, mmmmmmm. I also saw a play version of pride and predjudice which was cool to see put on the stage, and the kids acting did a really good job with it!
I'm tired, i always am i think i just dont notice it, only at that moment right when i wake up and i go, self- i hate you for getting so little sleep, but after that im wide awake and i could go all day, but the moment i get bored, like in class or reading i can feel im tired. If i move again tho its gone and im like your not tired. Then its night and i just prolong sleeping, im an idiot.
The fall is a nice time, i like the crisp weather! Today its mildly warm so thats wierd but i bet it will get cool again soon....anyways guess ill go do some stuff, o the departed was a good movie, just thought id share that! Have good days everyone :)
anyways, besides all that scary stuff, its going alright. I went to Vermont for the first time this past weekend, which was exciting. It was very nice and we had fun and we got apples and apple cider donuts, mmmmmmm. I also saw a play version of pride and predjudice which was cool to see put on the stage, and the kids acting did a really good job with it!
I'm tired, i always am i think i just dont notice it, only at that moment right when i wake up and i go, self- i hate you for getting so little sleep, but after that im wide awake and i could go all day, but the moment i get bored, like in class or reading i can feel im tired. If i move again tho its gone and im like your not tired. Then its night and i just prolong sleeping, im an idiot.
The fall is a nice time, i like the crisp weather! Today its mildly warm so thats wierd but i bet it will get cool again soon....anyways guess ill go do some stuff, o the departed was a good movie, just thought id share that! Have good days everyone :)