I want something else...
Gonna be Spring break soon, thats exciting i think....i hope to have oodles of fun, we shall see..took a test today, i think im alwyas in a better mood like the afternoon right after a test, its a huge wieght of my shoulders ya know....this weekend was pretty good, on thur was becksters 21st and so we went out with her and that was cool, and then friday i finally went down to the barn, i hadnt been there in a while so it was really good to my guys, i heart heston, mozart, and flash, and cooper! the others are all awesome too! i gave apples to some newbies, they seemed cool to me.....then we went to bob saget later one, he was really good...freaking sooo cold out thos waiting to go in that was ridiuclous but we saw the funnist drunk guy trying to get his shoe on like 8 times haha, then we had choc cake,hmmmm so good, then me and cort nad beckster played some poker for a while.....on sat we saw hp again baby! on the big screen again before the dvd, o adn then we watch pride nad predjudice, and saw a certain scene in the dawn many times haha...then we had the most random photos taken haha like 80 out of nowhere..
So far this week has been zooming by, like most now i think of it, and so im thinking break will come like tomororow (or in two days actually haha), if only i could slow down next week so that break lasted for-ev-er....i really cant focus on schoolwork anymore, or if i do, its torture! OO! we got into the new apts next year and dev says she got some phots and there are dishwashers o i really hope there are, how awesome.....i hope i paint some more on break, i keep picturing like flowers in bloom and sun shining but its prob not gonna really be spring cuz i bet itll still be cold, o well! Wow picking our rooms for next year tho is so scary to think about because we will be seniors, i know that its really scary for eveyrone but for me, its even more because i have very little idea at ALL what i want to do after, i was not blessed with an ambition that I have strived for my whole life, I kind of live trying to excell at whatever i am doing now, i dont really plan or think about the future, i like that in some ways because its feels less limiting, but at the same time i really need to come up with something, i guess i alwyas feel something will fall into my lap, or at leats i hope so, anyways i hope anyone who is on breka is having fun! Have good days everyone! :0)
So far this week has been zooming by, like most now i think of it, and so im thinking break will come like tomororow (or in two days actually haha), if only i could slow down next week so that break lasted for-ev-er....i really cant focus on schoolwork anymore, or if i do, its torture! OO! we got into the new apts next year and dev says she got some phots and there are dishwashers o i really hope there are, how awesome.....i hope i paint some more on break, i keep picturing like flowers in bloom and sun shining but its prob not gonna really be spring cuz i bet itll still be cold, o well! Wow picking our rooms for next year tho is so scary to think about because we will be seniors, i know that its really scary for eveyrone but for me, its even more because i have very little idea at ALL what i want to do after, i was not blessed with an ambition that I have strived for my whole life, I kind of live trying to excell at whatever i am doing now, i dont really plan or think about the future, i like that in some ways because its feels less limiting, but at the same time i really need to come up with something, i guess i alwyas feel something will fall into my lap, or at leats i hope so, anyways i hope anyone who is on breka is having fun! Have good days everyone! :0)