Dec 20, 2005 16:20
I exercise almost everday and I still am not satisfied.
It's obviously not physical, my brain is obviously lacking something.
maturity? life experience? more drugs? less drugs?
I feel weak. unable to get up and run around. be successful. try new things.
I think I might have a purpose in life. Something I am waiting for. but what the fuck is it? a career? a good opportunity? fuck it, I dont care.