So...
So It's summertime now. I thought I would enjoy it more...but I guess I don't. Truth of the matter is, I was slighty obsessing over this person, we'll call him "john" So I am very aware that I'm obsessing over him, and I'm trying my hardest not to. But you know how things like that are sometimes out of your control...and recently I've just felt like, uhhh I can care less about anything having to do with John and however he "feels towards me" all it's causing my in aggrivation, confusion and just all together frustration about him...myself....and my entire life. I just...idk, I'm pretty upset right now, and I've got a lot of anger going on, I just need to figure out a constructive way of letting it out. Tennis? Jogging? Movie? (idk how that's gonna let out my anger) Who knows...but I gotta figure it out before I have a break down or just plan go crazy :\ it's the summer, I should be enjoying myself...