oof
I am home alone on NYE, sipping champagne with a migraine coming on. I've spent the last 24 hours freaking out and stressed, and the last one looking up psychiatrists my insurance will cover as of tomorrow. Things with Alan came to a head and I told 18 friends privately what was up. but someone told him what I posted, and now threats of a lawsuit for slander are being tossed around...but not to me. he still hasn't spoken to me, he's just terrorizing his ex more. I have never been more worried for a persons life until this weekend, and I have never felt so angry and violent. Alan is threatening me to others, and involving his mother. but not to me personally. it's great being sent screenshots of gmail conversations while holding 4 simultaneous facebook messenger chats going with people in NYC, Baltimore, NC, and Richmond. I was sooooo glad to go to work and be too busy to think about my life and how my new years is spent crying about a friend losing their shit and feeling like an episode of Viral Intervention.
2015 has got to be better!
2015 has got to be better!