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So basically the moral of the story is I suck!
I really suck at life, I don't know how to handle my feelings.
I've been really suicidal these past few days and actually never been this depressed in my life.
All over a Boy I hear you say.
Yeah i say the same thing over and over, but it doesn't seem to work!
Gave my mum the scare of her life telling her, never seen Emily wild so scared in her life.
Waaa.
Im hurting myself, and hurting everyone around me :[
I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to control this.
Im on the verge of a breakdown, but the thing is, I sleep like a baby, I prefer sleeping...
When im sleeping im not thinking about him, Im having seriously bad and fucked up dreams though..none of which contain him :S
I need to see someone, I need something or someone to take the pain away.
This isn't over the fact me and him are no longer together, this is over the fact i'm secretly his enemy.
ENEMY! How can i be his enemy? I couldnt hurt a fly even if i tried.
So what I asked for him back? I wouldnt hate you if you asked for me back, IN fact i'd take it as a compliment!
Cos i fucking enjoy his company!
Oh but, I'd love to go back to how we were :[
The days when we'd sit in my bed and watch Wallace and Gromit and he'd make me laugh!
I really suck at life, I don't know how to handle my feelings.
I've been really suicidal these past few days and actually never been this depressed in my life.
All over a Boy I hear you say.
Yeah i say the same thing over and over, but it doesn't seem to work!
Gave my mum the scare of her life telling her, never seen Emily wild so scared in her life.
Waaa.
Im hurting myself, and hurting everyone around me :[
I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know how to control this.
Im on the verge of a breakdown, but the thing is, I sleep like a baby, I prefer sleeping...
When im sleeping im not thinking about him, Im having seriously bad and fucked up dreams though..none of which contain him :S
I need to see someone, I need something or someone to take the pain away.
This isn't over the fact me and him are no longer together, this is over the fact i'm secretly his enemy.
ENEMY! How can i be his enemy? I couldnt hurt a fly even if i tried.
So what I asked for him back? I wouldnt hate you if you asked for me back, IN fact i'd take it as a compliment!
Cos i fucking enjoy his company!
Oh but, I'd love to go back to how we were :[
The days when we'd sit in my bed and watch Wallace and Gromit and he'd make me laugh!