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Well, I'm giving in and going to the doctor to see about depression today at 2:00pm. I have had like four people tell me to go to the doctor, but it was saturday night that scared me so I want to go. I got back from the club and I just started bawling for like an hour. What scared me is that I don't cry. It takes a whole whole lot to make me cry so I know there is something wrong with me. I'll report back after the doctor.