May 11, 2008 21:44
Ever hate those days to where you have all of the drive to do, but just once when you get to where the task is to be performed, you lose it all in one fail swoop. Gone. Like it was never there. Just like cleaning and organizing my garage. Just didn't happen fully the way I had foreseen. Got halfway through it and the gas just fizzled. Started to build a work bench and that fizzled too. Then went to go write cause it was on the mind and very strong and that too went POOF! into thin air.
Not to mention that we have felt kind of on the mental stability slipping so the meds might be as strong as they should be. Have to be on special guard now or there might be some major consequences to the lack of control that might become.
Maybe tomorrow. Today was good for taking care of Momma and ensuring peace throughout Dragon's Kingdom. Made all of the meals and the kids took care of the messes. Entered in some work so Momma doesn't have to worry. All in all it was good.
She is happy and that is all that matters. Nothing else today.