He wonders

Apr 30, 2008 15:00

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Harry watched the boat sail away taking Ruth and a small part of himself in to the distance.

For a moment he wonders what sort of Life Ruth will now have .

He images her in Rome working in a library surround by Thousands of books lost in her own little world.

He wonders how she will spend the nights will she work till she drops only going home when she can’t stay awake any longer crying herself to sleep morning for there lost love.

Or will she move on and find herself a new man and maybe even a family.

He loves her and wants her to be happy but if he is honest with himself another part of him breaks at the thought of her with another man even though they never shared more than a kiss he knows she was the love of his life his soul mate and without her he is nothing more than a shell and even though he does not want her to be unhappy he hopes he meant the same to her as she does to him.

He turns away from the docks to drive back to the grid and for a brief moment he thinks about getting Malcolm to keep a eye on her but the thought leaves his head as quickly as it entered he knows if he or any of his team try to find her Oliver Mace will find out and use there work to get to her.

Harry knows he would stop at nothing to keep her safe even if its means they can never be together he will not let her sacrifice be in vain

He will spend each day doing what is right for the country no matter what the cost is to himself or to his team and maybe one day if he is lucky he will get to meet her in a cafe in Rome and sit with her as the world just goes idly by each of them lost in there love for each other.

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